tired. my saturday is gone just like that, came back around 10 plus and instead of doing some intensive studying for next week’s midterms which i really ought to be mugging for, i went to email a friend. a good friend i’ve not talked to properly for awhile and really regret so. and then i went to read the letters that she wrote to me when we were younger and then memories of the past and bethany 2 flooded my mind and i really don’t know why but i felt so sad. can’t pinpoint the feeling but i think i roughly know why… i really miss things, but not that i would give everything to go back to how things were, i love the present, but i keep wondering how it would be like if she had stayed here.
i should do a trip where i just travel around the places i want to go far away and clear my head and realign my thoughts. not that i’m messed up, just slightly messy. but obviously i’m stuck here in my room with assignments waiting for me to complete them so … life goes on.
today pastor mitch talked about an all-consuming principle that the apostle Paul practised in his life. my ears perked up because i had written the same word – consume – in my last post. determining to let the right things consume me.
am so proud of my daddy. even though he was so stressed, he spoke so well for his testimony thing, albeit slow, but he says he was allowing time for the translators to translate for the older folks. funny. thank God for family.
don’t know if this is quite mad a task but i also am quite motivated to learn Greek. no surprise by whom. but how? when? i have no time. at least not now. ):
morale of the story is… unless you have a strong heart and can throw things away easily, don’t pack your room until you’re ready to face things which have changed and sometimes no longer exist. maybe it’s just me.